complications during operation....

I’m writting this blog to further confirm what I already know and to give warning to those who don’t know me. weather u know me for 3 months or 3 years it does not matter, I do not change.I barly let people get to know me. It’s rare I show “feelings” for you, because I was taught growing up by my own father that “feelings” are your natural enemy. So I try not 2 show them TOO much but yes I can get emotional if needed. Sometimes when I do slip up and catch “feelings” for somebody(friendly or personal) I often find some kind of way to completely fuck it up, and remove myself from the situation..ex:my ex fiancé shanice. If I ever let you IN or told you I LOVE YOU then you mean more to me than you will ever know! Not many ppl hear that from Rodger! The only feeling I prefer to show is anger! And I can get pretty offended quickly….and while this being a bad thing, it’s still who I am. I myself am a VERY complicated person when ppl try to figure me out, I switch it up on them!… So on that note DO NOT try to figure me, pin point my personality or get to know me further than your limits. And your limits are WHAT I TELL YOU. If that’s something you can’t handle. I can’t help that…this is who I am….